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I'm 16, I live in Ireland, vegetarian <3 ask me about anything and i will reply anon or not :) Stay strong <3

"I am happy
I am living my life
I am smiling
I am wearing a pretty long sleeved collared shirt
I am not rolling up the sleeves.
I am laughing
I am dancing with my friends
I am holding up my head
I am not rolling up my sleeves.
I am skipping school today
I am sitting in the park
I am thinking about life
I am not rolling up my sleeves.
I am slowing down
I am dropping grades
I am smiling less
I am not rolling up my sleeves.
I am not going out tonight
I am tired
I’ve had a long week
and I am not rolling up my sleeves.
I can’t sleep
I am awake
I am living a nightmare
I am in tears
I am rolling up my sleeves.
I am picking up a blade
I am watching it stare me in the face
I am smiling
I am watching it drip down where my sleeves have always been.
I am suicidal
I am a lot to handle
I am now alone
I will not roll up my sleeves.
I am on my floor
I am in tears
I am surrounded by pills
I am not rolling up my sleeves.
I am dizzy
I am not able to see
I am hearing sirens
I am not rolling up my sleeves
I am silent
I am smiling
I am finally at peace
I don’t care
If they roll up my sleeves"
sleeves
— 8 hours ago with 7 notes
#sleeves  #poem  #poetry  #secretlysuicidalteen  #suicidal  #self-harm  #suicide 
I don´t love my followers because they follow me

renirabbit:

 I love them because:

  • a “like” in a post that took me time makes my day
  • a *hugs* when I’m sad can make all the difference
  • the effort to go on my ask box and talk to me makes me feel like I’m worth of something
  • And because when you reblog something and fangirl with me I don´t feel so alone

So thank you for following me

(via forgottenculler)

— 16 hours ago with 86012 notes
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It’s all about impact and character. It comes loaded with tons of header, background, and typography options to help you build the perfect blog.

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— 16 hours ago with 13096 notes
"Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong."
Mandy Hale (via ha-ze)

(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege, via healingx)

— 2 days ago with 156464 notes
"The hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."
Pete Wentz (via sexceptional)

(Source: hopelesslyhealing, via bootyygodd)

— 2 days ago with 186632 notes
"The thing that most people don’t realize about depression,
is that it doesn’t warn you when it’s going to hit.
There is no ‘trigger warning’ for when you look at the paint
on your walls, and slip so far into your own mind
that you can’t feel yourself anymore."
Friday, July 25, 2014. 2:21 PM (via wordsaremywhiskey)

(via drowninginmym-ind)

— 2 days ago with 1370 notes

recently I seem to be stuck with only two options in my life.
Option number one is suicide.
Option number two is to suffer.
there is literally no other option.

— 2 days ago with 2 notes
#suicide  #suffering  #i cant do this